Thursday, April 28, 2005

"The Evolution of Us"

-- April 28th, 2005 --

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Knowing is growing.

We went from strangers in the dark to basking in the beautiful glow of our relationship in full blown light. A relationship beginning in the strictness of business evolving into a union of love and happiness. I love you, Lady Love.

You are in my blood. I once stated that, "Time has yet to catch up to our love," and you know what? I hope it never does. I don't want it to ever end. The way that my heart yearns for you is what many a man desires to have in their life. It is what makes a good man great. I wake up thinking of many things, but, God and you are the only things constant on my mind. I have loved you even before I met you. My heart has been wanting the person you are. In other words, you are everything I have dreamed of and more.

We went from strangers, to conversationalists, to friends, to friends being in a relationship, to now being in a full-on relationship. The blissful days of being on cloud nine aren't essentially over -- but -- we both know the realness of the relationship. We have had considerable ups and downs. Arguments, debates, tears have all been shared and exchanged. But with the stormy weather comes the sunny rays -- and smiles and laughter have outweighed and outlasted anything that has attempted to stop both of us from our goal. No... not worldwide domination (well, not yet, at least)... but a long-lasting union. Our time together is well-spent. You are incredible. We are both on the verge of accomplishing many things in our life.

I would be a fool to lose you.

There is so much that is awaiting for you and I to conquer and behold. I want to be a part of all of the things, both good and bad, just as long as you are by my side. In life, in love, and in my career, I thank you for being whom you are. Even when we're trying to decide where to continue this future, it's still entertaining just to dream. You once asked me if this is all just a dream and that sooner than later we'll both wake up. I say to you that this is not a dream. This is a beautiful relationship that we have worked hard to keep going. The challenge is can you keep it going? I need you to be in my life for the rest of it -- to continue to evolve. I love you with all of my heart, body, mind and soul! You're the greatest! Keep up the good work, you're the best!

"A Day in the Life..."

-- April 28th, 2005 --

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I know, I know -- it's been a long time since I've written in this thing... but... I've been a busy guy. School, working two (as of Friday, it'll be three) jobs, getting some nice interviews and writeups lately. Be on the lookout for a Common interview to be shopped somewhere. Black Child and Beatminerz to follow soon. Also, keep an eye out for Hood Grown Magazine -- an upcoming magazine that is not doing bad. Oh... also, for those who are in the know -- listen for that new album from Ghana's son -- BK's own, Blitz. "Double Consciousness" slated to come out soon. First single is to be with dead prez, so I'm psyched about that. Also... coming soon -- be on the lookout for (maybe I need some work on the name). I'm trying to do it big for the '05, leading into the '06.

Like the picture, huh? We make a sexy couple -- kind of like these two. She's my rib. I think that she's the greatest. I think that I'm supposed to be writing about me. Selfish bastard, I am. School is almost wrapped up. I've been slippin' in my pimpin', lately. Research paper due, projects due before the end of the semester and I have found myself focusing on other things. Nah, not just that -- my days are now kind of on the hectic side. I like it, but then again, I don't.

I wake up at 7 or 8 in the morning. I begin with my home workout plan, then moving onto doing some studying. All the while calling my girl in the morning to wish her a great day and to tell her that she is on my mind. I then check my emails to see what work I have to do for the people I've been blessed with the opportunity to be able to contribute work for. In that regards, I only hope to give my best effort. I am still learning, but I have made some considerable writing progress since Dec. 2004. It'll soon be time for my first class, I get off the phone with my Queen and head to the University. Class is sometimes snoozeville. But all in all, I pay attention, because I generally like the classes and the professor's that I have. After my first class, I go to one of my jobs -- working in the office of one of the local tutoring places. Finally, I go to my last class, afterwards, heading to my house to work on a few articles and homework. All the while talking to my Baby!

This is how it is until Friday. While most people are out drinking, partying, and doing the do -- I am working, STILL!!! Working third shift at a convenient store is NOT the business. But... it's something to use to study while you're trying to kill some time during dull parts of the night. It's like that throughout the weekend. I consider it a gift and a curse. While the money is alright -- making it a possibility for me to do things for myself, my family, and my career. It monopolizes too much of my time -- other people need my attention... a few people especially! But in order to do what I do, I must make ends meet. Which brings me to my next thought.

The "law" can be a beautiful thing. It can be a disastrous monster. But right now -- it's a beautiful thing, without going too much into detail. But refer to this for those who came too late.

Lastly, I would like to say that I had said that 2005 will be a beautiful year for me and it has been that so far. I am blessed. I am becoming more spiritually inclined, continuing to be more deeply linked romantically to you-know-who, and establishing a career plan for myself more and more each day. It's all about a day in the life of your's truly. Peace.

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